Then give the gold away, if they try to give you gold. Sell it, if it's something else--but you've got to take it, or they won't feel like they've done their jobs properly. They'll think you're a loose end otherwise, something that's going to come back to them.
If you reject what they're giving you, you're making a statement.
That's absurd. That sounds like they're...malicious. Which, no matter what can be thought of them, they're not. They'll not think I'm a threat just because I turn down some idiotic award.
It's not turning down the award. It's being unsecured. Anything could make you tell the truth of what happened, and if they build up some story about the Aurors being the one to take Voldemort down, and then ten years down the line you come along and say no, it was you, when you were a kid, a student--
Merlin, don't you see! You have to know that the Ministry isn't all pleasant and nice. Even Dumbledore knows that much.
[He shrugs, carelessly. And he doesn't care, of course, because this is Edgeworth's life, and Edgeworth's feelings which are stopping him from accepting either option.
Don't waste the effort. Look, it doesn't matter. It gets you out of what you want to get out of, puts the credit where it's due, and doesn't let the Ministry get away with too much.
[But it is neat. And it's easy. It's far neater and far easier than Edgeworth's dithering, wanting to have it both ways - both honesty and a lack of attention on him. Yet he's still hesitant - still feels like he's asking something immense and rather terrible of Sirius.]
[He glances up at the ceiling as he considers. And this is, really, no big thing. No bigger than anything else he's ever done or been willing to do. You betrayed your family, more or less, what's one lie?]
If you were hit with a spell that erased your memories of it completely, you wouldn't be able to say anything, right? They could tell you whatever they wanted.
[Have you got any better ideas, he'd nearly started to say it, swinging right back into nastiness--but the sudden shift distracts him, at least for the moment.]
Not them. But don't act as if it's completely a mental suggestion. You've read the books, right? You know what happened, when it was open and equal and everyone knew everything about one another. Don't pretend as if there wasn't any danger.
People were killed. Not just wizards--but muggles, too, because they were suspected of being wizards. They're the ones that suffered. And yeah, it was inconvenient for us--but d'you really want to live like they lived, at the beck and call of everyone in your bloody village, just because of what you can do?
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Date: 2013-10-21 08:35 pm (UTC)If you reject what they're giving you, you're making a statement.
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Date: 2013-10-21 08:41 pm (UTC)That's absurd. That sounds like they're...malicious. Which, no matter what can be thought of them, they're not. They'll not think I'm a threat just because I turn down some idiotic award.
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Date: 2013-10-21 09:34 pm (UTC)Merlin, don't you see! You have to know that the Ministry isn't all pleasant and nice. Even Dumbledore knows that much.
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Date: 2013-10-21 09:44 pm (UTC)So I'll tell the truth from the beginning. I'll not let them take credit.
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Date: 2013-10-22 11:19 am (UTC)[He slumps back in his chair, his legs stretched out in front of him, arms crossed over his chest.]
That's the way this works.
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Date: 2013-10-22 03:07 pm (UTC)[He starts unhappily, falters, shakes his head.]
I...despise untruths. But I also don't want - all of that.
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Date: 2013-10-22 05:25 pm (UTC)But after a moment, he offers:]
I'll take care of it.
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Date: 2013-10-23 01:15 am (UTC)What do you mean?
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Date: 2013-10-23 11:29 am (UTC)[He shrugs.]
It's easy. I don't care about lying. You don't need to say a thing. We were both there, we were both witnesses. It'll be simple.
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Date: 2013-10-23 02:31 pm (UTC)I care about you lying.
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Date: 2013-10-23 04:34 pm (UTC)Don't waste the effort. Look, it doesn't matter. It gets you out of what you want to get out of, puts the credit where it's due, and doesn't let the Ministry get away with too much.
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Date: 2013-10-23 09:55 pm (UTC)[But it is neat. And it's easy. It's far neater and far easier than Edgeworth's dithering, wanting to have it both ways - both honesty and a lack of attention on him. Yet he's still hesitant - still feels like he's asking something immense and rather terrible of Sirius.]
What...sort of story are you suggesting you tell?
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Date: 2013-10-24 12:08 pm (UTC)If you were hit with a spell that erased your memories of it completely, you wouldn't be able to say anything, right? They could tell you whatever they wanted.
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Date: 2013-10-24 12:51 pm (UTC)I suppose so.
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Date: 2013-10-24 02:25 pm (UTC)[Bellatrix, Malfoy, anyone who's buried beneath all the rubble--but Sirius only gestures to indicate that, he hardly needs to name names.]
--any of them could've done it. There's one possibility. I'm not going to say anything, and risk my family. And that would take care of you.
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Date: 2013-10-24 03:06 pm (UTC)[He's quiet a long moment then asks - the question seeming sudden, out of the blue - ]
Why do you think we maintain the Statute of Secrecy?
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Date: 2013-10-24 04:43 pm (UTC)For protection. What d'you mean, why?
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Date: 2013-10-24 04:48 pm (UTC)[He repeats that.]
For whom?
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Date: 2013-10-24 06:05 pm (UTC)[He looks at Edgeworth a bit strangely. This is basic, isn't it?]
You didn't sleep through History of Magic, did you--not you. You've heard how it was before they set up the Statute.
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Date: 2013-10-24 06:18 pm (UTC)[He scowls down at the floor.]
And thank God we have that protection. Could you imagine what would have happened tonight had those two monstrous Muggles had knowledge of wizardkind?
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Date: 2013-10-24 09:24 pm (UTC)People were killed. Not just wizards--but muggles, too, because they were suspected of being wizards. They're the ones that suffered. And yeah, it was inconvenient for us--but d'you really want to live like they lived, at the beck and call of everyone in your bloody village, just because of what you can do?
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Date: 2013-10-24 11:01 pm (UTC)[He looks up.]
You know that it's not the seventeenth century any longer, correct?
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Date: 2013-10-25 05:06 am (UTC)[He folds his arms over his chest, scowling.]
What's your point, exactly? Is that the next thing you're setting your sights on destroying, the bloody Statute of Secrecy?
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Date: 2013-10-28 06:45 am (UTC)You're not serious.
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